Eventually blood was pumped into my brain by force and i had no choice but to wake from my vain death oh! This girl wan kill me with this new revelation, then the questions started it couldn’t be my Axel? Habi no be my Axel oh Usman what happened? Where did she come from? Maybe she is forcing herself on him? blah blah maybe an ex that wasn’t ready to let go blah blah blah! Well quit this rubbish mirage and get answers i said to myself. So i got my tongue back somehow and my first words where what’s your name she said Tonia, Tonia Isaac. I am Fulani; my mind said damn right rub it in Tonia ko Tonia nii! Where did the name Tonia come from egba mii oh? well i said tonia it was nice meeting you and listening to you chat but if you don’t i need to find my boyfriend he is somewhere around, (this was intended for her to ask me who it was and i was going to answer her so i could get the info and still look less bothered it was my game) so like i expected she asked who is your boyfriend and i told her it was Axel now it was time for her to freeze! Then the questions came how long have you been seeing each other? When did you start what’s your name what do you do? Etc haba chill out now no be jamb we dey do which one you wan make i answer first? Anyway to cut the story short Usman for some reasons wasn’t anywhere to be found apparently he had seen Tonia and I talking so he disappeared Tonia was quite matured and assured me she wasn’t leaving her man for any one! No wahala I said in my mind I said lets see who wins. we all left in separate cars, still didn’t see axel, i sighted him for the first time in a car with Tonia that spoke volumes and right then and then i made up my mind it was over btw us. Son of a bitch! Pardon my language the thing pained me sha now i knew what Duro must have felt at least so i thought!
A week passed and no word, no sight of axel the mother fucker! I was depressed and felt so empty and lost, out of desperation i went to visit Duro with the mind of what was I thinking I needed a rebound fast it was to be like an insulin, anyway he practically ignored me and asked in a nice manner what i wanted i was ashamed of myself, what was i doing? Just needed someone i could lick my wounds on. So i went to Timmy to lament bout his two timing bastard friend blah blah blah he listened and assured me axel was in love me with and not Tonia that she was too old for him how he was trying to break up with her blah blah blah. ok oh so why aven't i seen him i said to him well he is afraid of you blah blah blah. I asked Timmy to tell axel to come and see me so we could work things out.
After 3days Axel showed up and gave me all the lies in the world i naturally fell for them he said the same things Timmy said, but why didn’t you tell me you had a girlfriend at all and his answer "was u never asked"! My only concern was that they were in the same school was i the loser? Anyway after psyching me and confessing his undying love our love grew stronger and i made up my mind axel was for life. shekenah!
Tonia wasn’t history oh i jammed her twice at Axels place after he said he had broken up with her each time his excuse was she’s my sisters friend blah, blah blah the excuses never ceased oh and i just kept chewing them like gum! i was in love and didn’t want to see the light maybe it was shame i no know oh! One day i saw him walking her to the taxi park and they seemed to be holding hands and when she was bout to board the taxi they parted with a kiss. What that enough for me to go away? Nah lie i said to myself he is just being nice to her. I just wasn’t ready to let go habi this nah jazz? Bullshit it wasn’t i was in love. Simple as that so I made lots of excuses for him.
Well school resumed and i had to go back to school Axel went back as well and i kept in touch he did likewise reluctantly but i wasn’t happy with him one bit he was treating me like garbage and i wasn’t ready to let go, sometimes i would call him at his uncles place where he was staying in Ghana and he would say stuffs like i was being a pain in the ass and bothering him with too many phone calls, he never wanted me to come to Ghana to visit even when i said i could afford it, how i would hear a lady’s voice in the background and how he would ask if he was married to me? How he thot i should get a life and stop being a leach! Men i took a lot off insults from this guy but all i said was i was in love. i was so destabilised things got worse when i discovered Duro had moved on with his life he was seeing this nice pretty chic, a worker in his church. Men life wasn’t worth living at that time oh.
After 2yrs of torture from Axel and hell i still wasn’t ready to let go whenever he came home from holidays he was all nice and loving before we had sex but once after, he became a complete beast. He had no respect for me, he was nasty, cruel, heartless and a womaniser he became more of a stranger to me. And i somehow only remembered the nasty things he did the good ones weren’t to be remembered at all he called me names and said i wasn’t good enough and that i didn’t satisfy him anymore in bed. That was the worst blow.
Timmy was our intermediary whenever he was home but that stopped when Timmy came visiting one day and attempted to rape me in my own house he wanted to rape me thank God my elder sister was home, i screamed for help when my sister came to my aid he denied that’s what he wanted to do said i came on to him blah blah blah. i felt so violated even though he didn’t get his was but my heart thot what on earth could prompt the best friend of my boyfriend to want to rape me? Was it planned? I told axel bout it who confronted Timmy who said i was a bitch, a liar and a no good slot and that i came on to him right in my presence he said all that all i said to him was that he would pay dearly for what he had done and walked out on both of them. axel seemed to believe me so i thought and stopped talking to Timmy for week but after that i started seeing them together again and when i confronted axel and asked him to choose me over his friendship with Timmy or that the relationship would end he simply said he couldn’t and that I shouldn’t put him in a spot that I would be the one to lose. That we should let sleeping dogs lie. What the hell was going on i was so furious and should have broken up with him but still i didn’t. I begged for his visits and he his phone calls i was in hell.
It was a sweet soar relationship, anyway i went for a Christian meeting one day and met this guy who didn’t come with his bible and kept looking over his shoulders just to read mine anyway something the pastor said touched me and without caution i burst out in tears the monk beside me seized that opportunity to touch me and to say all will be well, the way he said it made me giggle and i looked at him for the first time that night he was good looking but men his eyes were huge froggy like things i had ever seen! That’s how i met Femi oh he was a nice guy in engineering (why do i attract engineering guys oh)
Our friendship grew he had a girlfriend he was serious with and it wasn’t difficult for me to confide in him bout the problems i had with Axel no doubt bout it i cared bout Femi in a deep kind of way and looked forward to seeing him every now and then. He always offered a shoulder for me to cry on this helped me take my mind of axel. femi was a charming man who had his own issues as well and he wasn’t having any problems with his babe so there wasn’t any reason for him to cheat on her but he liked me somehow and i did likewise so it wasn’t difficult when we both fell into each others hands during one of my numerous visits to his apartment. The love making was gentle and emotional i cried all thru out of pleasure and pain that i couldn’t be with this man but then it was an action i didn’t regret one bit.
Our friendship became short lived when i had to leave the school my father had gotten me into another institution for my intended course law. It was a sad period to leave but i had to wasn’t going to waste my life studying urban and regional shit!
I kept in touch with femi and was still seeing axel i just couldn’t let go of him anyway my new school was the boom was really cool and lots of beautiful people around me. I had no accommodation problems at all everything had been sorted out i grew bolder somehow and was more open minded probably becos i was studying something i loved. And it didn’t take me long to make new friends at all my own kind of people to be honest i was much happier. I started paying less attention to Axel because of schoolwork and femi who came visiting once or twice he simply liked me more than he thot i guess but we had said no no to a relationship and that much i understood.
After a year in my new school I was still seeing axel who had drastically changed he was more into me more protective and very possessive and jealous he had softened and wanted to see me everyday i on the other wasn’t ready for the everyday madness i was still in love with him but wanted him to appreciate me more he got me gifts at every slightest opportunity he was just so madly in love. Axel let his guards down and became a totally different man maybe it was because of my new school, or the fact that i stopped complaining to him to change and how he was neglecting me, how he wasn’t treating me right how much i loved him i just simply stopped all that. and stopped calling, looking for him and even making any effort to impress or please him, don’t know what it was but whatever it was made him change and here i was loving it but wasnt showing i appreciated it cause there was a time when i showed him i was too in love with him and he took it for granted with the mind of he can always get another babe so i could go to hell if i wanted to.
I didn’t call him on his birthday which was a deliberate action i called him a day after to tell him i was no longer interested in the relationship he demanded we see face to face to discuss things thru i told him i didn’t have that luxury of time. Axel was very furious two days after he came to my school unannounced this is a guy I begged to come and see me oh see life. He came to beg me he knelt down he wept he did all the unthinkable he promised heaven and earth but i told him no going back that i had had enough he reminded me how nice he had been for the last 1year blah blah and how he realised i was the best thing that happened to him how we shouldn’t throw a relationship of 4yrs away how he left other babes for me how he couldn’t live without me. Axel was still on his knees when Juwon walked in, he came straight to hug me and i planted a deep kiss on his lips turning back to Axel i said meet my boyfriend Juwon, juwon meet Axel the guy i told you about...................................................... To be continued
A week passed and no word, no sight of axel the mother fucker! I was depressed and felt so empty and lost, out of desperation i went to visit Duro with the mind of what was I thinking I needed a rebound fast it was to be like an insulin, anyway he practically ignored me and asked in a nice manner what i wanted i was ashamed of myself, what was i doing? Just needed someone i could lick my wounds on. So i went to Timmy to lament bout his two timing bastard friend blah blah blah he listened and assured me axel was in love me with and not Tonia that she was too old for him how he was trying to break up with her blah blah blah. ok oh so why aven't i seen him i said to him well he is afraid of you blah blah blah. I asked Timmy to tell axel to come and see me so we could work things out.
After 3days Axel showed up and gave me all the lies in the world i naturally fell for them he said the same things Timmy said, but why didn’t you tell me you had a girlfriend at all and his answer "was u never asked"! My only concern was that they were in the same school was i the loser? Anyway after psyching me and confessing his undying love our love grew stronger and i made up my mind axel was for life. shekenah!
Tonia wasn’t history oh i jammed her twice at Axels place after he said he had broken up with her each time his excuse was she’s my sisters friend blah, blah blah the excuses never ceased oh and i just kept chewing them like gum! i was in love and didn’t want to see the light maybe it was shame i no know oh! One day i saw him walking her to the taxi park and they seemed to be holding hands and when she was bout to board the taxi they parted with a kiss. What that enough for me to go away? Nah lie i said to myself he is just being nice to her. I just wasn’t ready to let go habi this nah jazz? Bullshit it wasn’t i was in love. Simple as that so I made lots of excuses for him.
Well school resumed and i had to go back to school Axel went back as well and i kept in touch he did likewise reluctantly but i wasn’t happy with him one bit he was treating me like garbage and i wasn’t ready to let go, sometimes i would call him at his uncles place where he was staying in Ghana and he would say stuffs like i was being a pain in the ass and bothering him with too many phone calls, he never wanted me to come to Ghana to visit even when i said i could afford it, how i would hear a lady’s voice in the background and how he would ask if he was married to me? How he thot i should get a life and stop being a leach! Men i took a lot off insults from this guy but all i said was i was in love. i was so destabilised things got worse when i discovered Duro had moved on with his life he was seeing this nice pretty chic, a worker in his church. Men life wasn’t worth living at that time oh.
After 2yrs of torture from Axel and hell i still wasn’t ready to let go whenever he came home from holidays he was all nice and loving before we had sex but once after, he became a complete beast. He had no respect for me, he was nasty, cruel, heartless and a womaniser he became more of a stranger to me. And i somehow only remembered the nasty things he did the good ones weren’t to be remembered at all he called me names and said i wasn’t good enough and that i didn’t satisfy him anymore in bed. That was the worst blow.
Timmy was our intermediary whenever he was home but that stopped when Timmy came visiting one day and attempted to rape me in my own house he wanted to rape me thank God my elder sister was home, i screamed for help when my sister came to my aid he denied that’s what he wanted to do said i came on to him blah blah blah. i felt so violated even though he didn’t get his was but my heart thot what on earth could prompt the best friend of my boyfriend to want to rape me? Was it planned? I told axel bout it who confronted Timmy who said i was a bitch, a liar and a no good slot and that i came on to him right in my presence he said all that all i said to him was that he would pay dearly for what he had done and walked out on both of them. axel seemed to believe me so i thought and stopped talking to Timmy for week but after that i started seeing them together again and when i confronted axel and asked him to choose me over his friendship with Timmy or that the relationship would end he simply said he couldn’t and that I shouldn’t put him in a spot that I would be the one to lose. That we should let sleeping dogs lie. What the hell was going on i was so furious and should have broken up with him but still i didn’t. I begged for his visits and he his phone calls i was in hell.
It was a sweet soar relationship, anyway i went for a Christian meeting one day and met this guy who didn’t come with his bible and kept looking over his shoulders just to read mine anyway something the pastor said touched me and without caution i burst out in tears the monk beside me seized that opportunity to touch me and to say all will be well, the way he said it made me giggle and i looked at him for the first time that night he was good looking but men his eyes were huge froggy like things i had ever seen! That’s how i met Femi oh he was a nice guy in engineering (why do i attract engineering guys oh)
Our friendship grew he had a girlfriend he was serious with and it wasn’t difficult for me to confide in him bout the problems i had with Axel no doubt bout it i cared bout Femi in a deep kind of way and looked forward to seeing him every now and then. He always offered a shoulder for me to cry on this helped me take my mind of axel. femi was a charming man who had his own issues as well and he wasn’t having any problems with his babe so there wasn’t any reason for him to cheat on her but he liked me somehow and i did likewise so it wasn’t difficult when we both fell into each others hands during one of my numerous visits to his apartment. The love making was gentle and emotional i cried all thru out of pleasure and pain that i couldn’t be with this man but then it was an action i didn’t regret one bit.
Our friendship became short lived when i had to leave the school my father had gotten me into another institution for my intended course law. It was a sad period to leave but i had to wasn’t going to waste my life studying urban and regional shit!
I kept in touch with femi and was still seeing axel i just couldn’t let go of him anyway my new school was the boom was really cool and lots of beautiful people around me. I had no accommodation problems at all everything had been sorted out i grew bolder somehow and was more open minded probably becos i was studying something i loved. And it didn’t take me long to make new friends at all my own kind of people to be honest i was much happier. I started paying less attention to Axel because of schoolwork and femi who came visiting once or twice he simply liked me more than he thot i guess but we had said no no to a relationship and that much i understood.
After a year in my new school I was still seeing axel who had drastically changed he was more into me more protective and very possessive and jealous he had softened and wanted to see me everyday i on the other wasn’t ready for the everyday madness i was still in love with him but wanted him to appreciate me more he got me gifts at every slightest opportunity he was just so madly in love. Axel let his guards down and became a totally different man maybe it was because of my new school, or the fact that i stopped complaining to him to change and how he was neglecting me, how he wasn’t treating me right how much i loved him i just simply stopped all that. and stopped calling, looking for him and even making any effort to impress or please him, don’t know what it was but whatever it was made him change and here i was loving it but wasnt showing i appreciated it cause there was a time when i showed him i was too in love with him and he took it for granted with the mind of he can always get another babe so i could go to hell if i wanted to.
I didn’t call him on his birthday which was a deliberate action i called him a day after to tell him i was no longer interested in the relationship he demanded we see face to face to discuss things thru i told him i didn’t have that luxury of time. Axel was very furious two days after he came to my school unannounced this is a guy I begged to come and see me oh see life. He came to beg me he knelt down he wept he did all the unthinkable he promised heaven and earth but i told him no going back that i had had enough he reminded me how nice he had been for the last 1year blah blah and how he realised i was the best thing that happened to him how we shouldn’t throw a relationship of 4yrs away how he left other babes for me how he couldn’t live without me. Axel was still on his knees when Juwon walked in, he came straight to hug me and i planted a deep kiss on his lips turning back to Axel i said meet my boyfriend Juwon, juwon meet Axel the guy i told you about...................................................... To be continued
6 comments:
And all this really happened? Wow, there's a lot of drama in here you know.
I reserve my comments till the series is over.
Have a great day!
cant wait for ur comments and as per the drama u havent read anything yet for real!
whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooa!
hold it down mirage. its official. im loving the series o. u can be sweet, wicked and 2 sided o! a lot of drama. who is juwon? update o. nice one
Axel had it coming for treating you like shite. Funny how we make so many excuses for a man when we're in love, or think we are.
last king of scotty i always knew u were olojoro haba weit for the the next saga oga lol!will update soon
cinnamonqueen you're right bout that luv he did deserve it we make too many excuses for men wen we think we are in love at one point am beginging to wonder wat being in luv is really is? tanks for stopping by will update soon
dat mofo deserveed it jere! i swear at a point i wanted to stop reading and i wanted to post my comment bout how RIDICUOUS u were with Axel ahmeannnn u took a lot'a shit from him! but seeing how it all ended, i'm happy for you!
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