my 3rd act of betrayal uncut

After the brief introduction and axel still on his knees he had the courage to walk out on Juwon and I. I was pleased he left but deep inside I knew I still had feelings for him but I wasn’t going to kid myself I was never going to be content with him anymore not after the emotional turmoil he put me through.

Juwon and I met randomly it just happened he was at the same place I was at the same time and we got talking I liked him instantly vice versa but I was a bit sceptical bout him cause he walked like a fag guess that’s what made me interested he was just an ok guy nothing compared to Duro or axel but all the same I liked him. Dark skinned broad shoulders short, short, short I must emphasise for a guy and for me. Juwon and I shared a lot of things together and had our moments but he was a bit withdrawn bout a lot of things and from various comments he made as regards situations and people he sounded cruel and heartless which made me on my toes but aside from this I cared strongly bout him but wasn’t sure I was in love guess he came at a time when I needed a man to just fill the vacuum I felt inside, a vacuum Axel wasn’t filling, a rebound maybe.

I got acquainted with Juwons family his mum didn’t hide her feelings she clearly didn’t like me and I couldn’t be bothered I thot she seemed a bit scary though! Our relationship went on nothing exciting at all, he spent nothing less than 50mins in the shower washing God knows what, he use to bore me with his singing and believed he was a star don’t know who was deceiving him and he use to get lots of stares when we walked together we didn’t look good together but I cared less at that time I seemed to like him a lot.
I thot we needed to add a bit of spice to our relationship so we got a flat together off campus with the hope things would get better juwon wasn’t particularly from a rich home so I furnished the room, TV, fridge, vcd, curtains, carpet cooking utensils everything in fact everything in the room belonged to me except the bed and mattress. Things got kind of better but!

Our problem started when we started having sex it took him forever to reach orgasm that’s if he ever did and having a tear was a constant thing for me with him, not that he was big down there or anything he just wouldn’t come which bored me, then dried me up, then bruised me, then the same old story will come in form of excuse “I have a lot on my mind” he would say, this went on for four months. Honestly I knew this was a major problem and knew we had to work something out, he didn’t think there was a problem he just felt maybe he wasn’t into sex I thot he was gay.

Aside from all these drama btw juwon and I , I had made friends with a couple of people but the ones I particularly liked were oyinda and ruky there were crazy girls and we shared a lot of intimate stuffs I never failed to gist bout juwon and his incapability to satisfy me in bed, ruky was crazy bout a guy who never had an erection and was thinking of breaking up with him but didn’t want sex to be the reason, oyinda on the other hand had problems with her guy he didn’t have sexual problems in fact from what she said he was a stud. The problem however was that after they had sex he had lost interest he started acting funny and started giving excuses, my granny just remarried my gran pa that’s why I couldn’t see u over the weekend blah blah blah rubbish, she was very unhappy and was madly in love with him she wanted someone to talk to him. Ruky had tried but nothing happened the guy said he was passing through an ordeal and that oyinda was too needy and clingy. From ruky’s opinion she felt oyinda should break up with the guy.

Anyway we all had our issues and I was getting fed up with juwon and his weird behaviour he started acting up for some reasons, he stopped being all nice started giving excuses for everything he did wrong sex was a no, no, I wasn’t even interested, then I started hearing rumours going round that he said I Said shit that he said, I forced myself on him blah blah, how he wasn’t even interested in me blah blah blah and so many jargons don’t want to bore you with the details the guy was losing his mind, I had nothing to lose he had a lot to lose, his image as a fag had depreciated because of me so if I wanted to mess him up all the world needed to know was that he had issues sexually! But nah I wasn’t going to give in to his madness and childish actions without much story I made up my mind to break up with juwon. But first I needed to get my stuffs out of the apartment we got together.
So I informed him I was coming to pack my stuffs on a particular day, lo and behold the day came MR Juwon had changed the locks and was no where to be found. Egabmi o dis no action ijebu boy wants to do me wayo oh! See me see trouble oh this guy wan 419 me okobo oshi! I wasn’t moved oh in fact it gave me more power so I called on ruky and oyinda to help me with the parking, got a taxi and a carpenter we broke the door down, got my stuffs out and kept them in rukys flat.

My people that should have been the last of the the saga habi? No way juwon called the police on me to say I stole his stuffs and damaged his door; true I damaged the door but stole his stuffs how callous what was he thinking what was this guy on bout? Was I dreaming I mean I have been used, dumped, abused etc but to be accused falsely on top my own thing men I was in shock thank God I had the receipts oh but even at that he claimed he gave me the money to get the stuffs and that’s why the receipt was in my name. Another dimension! Anyway our parents got involved my dad was furious with me because he gave me the money which I used to buy the equipments only, that I told him it was for school handouts and some other stuffs. Much I say bout nothing the truth was revealed and juwon and I went our separate ways oh without explanation I hated him with a passion. And I on the other hand had to deal with my deception with my dad. And eventually packed all the stuffs back home.

Ruky and oyinda were quite helpful; oyinda on the other hand was still having man issues so I volunteered to speak to her boyfriend nonsu. I met nonsu who was least interested in Orinda’s talk at all apparently nonsu was dating a Doyin girl before oyinda came along and kind of snatched nonsu from her, funny story but whatever the case he felt they weren’t meant for each other apparently nonsu just did a hit and run if you don’t mind my saying so. Anyway I tried to tell oyinda in the best manner possible to move on and forget nonsu that he was a no good for her and he was just a player, oyinda wouldn’t bulge she thot I didn’t try hard enough to convince him. So time and time again I spoke to nonsu who became even more adamant bout

the issue and wouldn’t even entertain the topic.

The story however changed nonsu and I became friends he started coming around to see me with the excuse of him asking me to tell oyinda to stop stalking him this and that, I for one stopped discussing oyinda with him. Events circumstances, fate or whatever u can call it kept bringing us together.

Then one day he asked me to be his girlfriend told me how much he respected me and thot I was the lady for him blah blah blah. How he found me attractive I must say I fancied him too and found him extremely attractive as well, but I went on with how wrong it was how I couldn’t date him because oyinda was my friend how it wasn’t morally right blah blah blah, he simply asked if oyinda and I were related? The guy was driving me insane and I must say he was getting into my head. Somehow I found myself enjoying his attention I hadn’t had a guy come on so strong on me in a while even my gay ex BF didn’t do that much! nonsu was on my case 24/7 and he didn’t hide it from anyone he was determined to have me. And I was determined to run but I knew I was deceiving myself I had started liking him a lot.

Oyinda got a wind of what was happening she confronted me and I assured her nothing would come of it and how nonsu was just wasting his time she told me she would understand if I liked him or if we both dated that she would forgive me blah blah blah crippy weird girl who was she kidding? Anyway I swore nothing will come out of it she seemed to believe me and I meant it. I felt awkward when we were all in the same place and nonsu would be all over me showing affection and all and no matter how nasty I was he just never bulged, oyinda would leave the environment in tears making me seem like bitch, ruky called me on several occasions to ask me to get rid of nonsu after much dialogue she stopped talking about it.

Things didn’t get any better I was falling in love with nonsu and yet pushing him away because of oyinda and yet my heart desperately wanted him. All his friends advised me to be matured and not live my life for anyone. The more they pursued me the more I became determined not to give in to nonsu’s advances, unfortunately I fell into his trap he got me four sexy lingerie’s as a gift and I felt It was inappropriate, so I went to his room to return it on getting there I dropped the gift and told him to let me be, telling him how much I wish things had been different and how I couldn’t date him, he on the other hand saw how weak I was while talking I couldn’t even look him in the eye, so all he had to do was capitalise on that which he did. (No be irobo guy he be) he stepped forward and raised my chin to him, asked me to look him in the eye and tell him I didn’t care bout him? I looked him in the eye and told him I didn’t give a damn bout him I should have walked out then but then he began to tell me how much he cared bout me blah blah blah how he just told oyinda a few minutes ago he didn’t want her anymore how she had come earlier on to beg him and how he had told her it was me he cared bout etc, while he was talking he put his hands round my waist and brushed his chest over my breast and before I could say jack Robinson we were entangled in each others arms kissing, I was lost and I must say was quite horny and at that point and I knew I had no control over my senses, my mind was saying am going all the way nothing will stop me now, except the slam of the door, I was startled oyinda just stood there in tears( her best device) all she said was sorry to bother u two I only came back for my keys and she walked out………………………………………………. To be continued