5th act of betrayal( part 1)

Woke up with lights flashing all over my eyes thought for a moment i was in heaven, infact i was almost sure i saw God who frowned at me ! I was stunned to find Nonsu by my bed side holding my hands where the hell was i? well the answers came rather fast when the doctor walked in and asked how i was feeling? well i felt alright but what was wrong with me ? that's when he explained i had been found lying on the floor in a pool of my own blood by Nonsu (who had come back to beg me after our little madness). The doctor explained the blood was from my uterus i was bleeding cause i had an infection from the abortion blah blah blah was this ever going to end? maybe not.

I left the hospital three days later didn't see Donald at all my cell phone wasn't with me was so sure he would have been worried sick. Nonsu was all nice and wanted us to get back together the guy obviously was mad and needed herbal medicine nothing else.

Donald came looking for me, had to i lie to him i was down with malaria couldn't possibly tell him i almost died because of an abortion wasn't ready to deal with all the why? how could you? questions. sometimes lying saves the day but maybe not for too long. Trust me not for too long.

Everything went back to normal so i thought Donald and i grew stronger in love. Nonsu had let me be so i thought, until he came with all alakrity one boring sunny afternoon something in me knew i still liked this guy and honestly i had tried my best to get over him, it wasn't the sex cause he wasn't that great in bed there was just something bout him. He didn't give up he just wanted me for some funny reasons.

On a short break from school i decided to be naughty so i went over to Nonsu's place and need you ask the expected happened i had sex with him and felt dirty afterwards, Donald called me severally but i didn't pick up my phone at this stage his family already knew me he had made his intentions clear he wanted to marry me and here i was in the arms of nonsu and ignoring donalds calls ironic! the next morning i went straight to donalds place to see him apparently he had called everyone he knew through me my sister, my friends, everyone, i had run out of ideas so when he saw me he asked where i had been i didn't know what to say the first lie that came to my mind was that i was kidnapped and told him how some guys took me somewhere and how they decided to let me go cause i was menstruating blah blah blah.

Donald was no fool he knew it was a lie he asked 20 thousand questions, what happened to your phone it rang for long, then was swithched of then back on, why did they drop you? how many where they? did they hurt you? blah blah blah as they questions came so did my answers i couldn't bear to be caught, this was wrong but? what could i have done.

Donald's best friend chuka didn't believe my story he told donald in confidence who told me but what did i care? i should have cared cause thats when all the problems started.

After that time his family just for no reasons resented me they started acting up not that they heard anything i just guess it was a way of God punishing me so i thot. Nonsu didnt show face again the idiot had gotten his cake once again and i had let it happen at the expense of my relationship with Donald.

Anyway donald and i put all this behind us and we continued to plan for a wedding i hadn't told my folks but my siblings knew, he wanted to meet them. school resumed back and guess who came visiting Femi i was so excited to see him we chatted for a long time he was around for a week we were inseparable a night before he left we went clubbing and i think i must have had little too much to drink cause the next morning he was right beside naked and so was i! mirage the whore!

THIS WASN'T RIGHT I SAID TO MYSELF I WAS MORALLY DERANGED AND HAD NO SELF VALUE AND WORTH.

I didn't bother crying what was that going to do femi obviously had a good time and started fondling with my breast he wanted another round i was too tired to be modest so i had sex with him he wasn't so fantastic but i did for old times sake. he had broken up with his girlfriend and was now dating two other girls i couldn't care less i liked him a lot but....................