7th act of betrayal( mirage arises)

After the terrible ordeal i thot to myself enough of men am starting my life all over again and going back to God no more men in my life oh no more no more! But who i dey deceive no be me but i meant it and so i zipped my down there and started going to church and concentrated on my career, plans and life.

occasionally i would hang out with my female friends who had men issues as well and then preach the word of God to them oh and that's how it went on and on for a while. I had finished my first degree i managed to finish with a 2:1. Thank God oh money no waste., all i was waiting for was my Nysc! which seemed to be taking forever oh. Eventually i was posted to Kano i cursed and cursed like that would change anything that God forsaken state where they kill each other and all the rubbish. I was not looking forward to it oh, but with all the mouth i made i went there i tried to pull all the strings to come back to Lagos or go to Abuja for where? nah so so mouth all those nysc executives get no action. well i packed my load and got on a flight which landed me in Kano city i knew one or two people but i had made up my mind no man wahala. i told myself mirage u are not going to get involved in any man issues.

I registered, got allocated a room i had to share with 9 girls its was a dungeon i wasn't ready for this kind of madness not again. The room had one window which was in shambles it had no mosquito net and the glass was broken men this nah suffer head. we all had to put our mattresses on the floor men i was in hell on earth no denying that oh! anyway it was just for three weeks so i made up my mind not to complain too much.

The early parole started and i was going for them but then i started feeling funny and started hiding in the dirty maggot filled infested toilet, once it was time to go jugging or any useless camp activities. I only looked forward to nite runs when i could go to the mami market and drink one or two Gordon spark and some nice isewu pepper soup for me that was the life. This was my routine by now i had made a few friends and enemies no be mirage. I was always out every night and Sunday's never missed the fellowship. Remember i was on a mission for the search for God.

My body started reacting to all the madness of this routine and i eventually broke down i had to go to the sick bay to get drugs and that's when i met this very short, thick Ibo dude he was just cute not near handsome or fine but very funny on seeing him i knew i had seen him before, oh yes he was in my group always coming late and dragging his feet for the routines he was a doctor. Well we got talking he prescribed me drugs and we generally got friendly.

A few days later i went back to the clinic and saw him again Amechi was his name it was a turn off at first but i couldn't be bothered cos i had said to myself no man in this useless place oh! Gradually i started liking this thick ibo dude looking forward to seeing him going more than more to the clinic to complain bout virtually anything and nothing i was sick in the head no doubt and he claimed he was a christian so we talked about God. He also came visiting once or twice to my crowded room, we had drinks together it was fun and i was enjoying it, we did flirt a few body touching here and there but nothing oh. I was giving myself a break i said to myself we had a week left and in my mind i was like what on earth is happening to me the guy told me one story bout a girl that left him to be honest i wasn't interested in the story ojare or his past i couldn't be bothered after all i wasn't going to get into a relationship with him i told myself.

Two nights before the orientation came to an end there was camp fire night and lots of activities where taking place that night Amechi and i decided to take a walk down an isolated place away from the noise just to talk and we did find a good spot to talk bout what we couldn't talk bout in a crowded place he seemed to be hurting from his previous relationship the girl had gone to yanki and wasn't calling regularly was giving excuses for not keeping in touch blah blah blah in my mind i was like abeg spare me all this madness and stop crying over spilled milk girl leave you so get a life ojare. He sat pretty close to me and the heat of his body close to mine reminded me how i needed the touch of a man but i cautioned myself and moved away he moved even closer i knew i was in trouble temptation had found me once again and i was going to fall for it whether i liked it or not before i could say jack Robinson the thick ibo dude turned my face to his and planted a big kiss on my dry lips i was by now so wet and horny no doubt about it i had no self control i gave in willingly and before i knew it i was making love without protection on top of a hard rock in the middle of no where with a total stranger, but i couldn't care, my morals had gone out of me once again. I climaxed with such a loud noise i was fulfilled nothing more. I was satisfied my body was healed and relieved gosh how did i manage without sex for 7months?

Amechi hadn't climaxed i was getting irritated suddenly he spoke " have you come" and that gave me a perfect excuse to say " you know what i cant go on with this its not right" and with those words i got up from him wore my clothes and walked away. The guy was startled he was shocked he couldn't believe his eyes. I was a bitch i had just used this guy and made up my mind i wasn't going to see him again and that was it! My concern was where in this bloody city can i get morning after pill ojare without getting stabbed for committing fornication!