Friday, 25 April 2008

Just when i was about to......................

Just when i was about to give up on us you showered me with your charm and love,
just when i was bout to stop listening to you, you told me things i wanted to hear, needed to hear,
just when i was about to leave you, you gave me reasons to stay,


just when i was about to betray you, you gave me reasons not to,


just when i was about to hurt you, you showed me reasons to protect you,


just when i was about to deform you you gave me reasons to beautify you,


just when i was bout to tag you unreliable you gave me reasons to call you responsible,


just when i was about to lose you you gave me reasons to keep you not that i own you!





JUST WHEN........................


just when i was about to give us another chance you messed it all up like you always do!


just when i was about to love you, you gave me reasons never to love you again!


Just when i was hoping for the best you tarnished all the hopes i had of us ever reconciling,


just when i was about to trust you, you threw my trust at my face,


just when i was about to stop writing about you, you gave me reasons to continue


just when i was about to defend you, you gave me reasons not to,


just when i was bout to erase the past you brought the past into our present,


just when i was about to, just when i was about to, you failed me once again!




5 comments:

Anonymous said...

wow! this one was a mirage indeed....i was quite pleased to initially be reading a positive blog, after ur last post......but it seems like nothing has changed.

Like TLK said...try talking to him (assuming u havnt already) And if that doesnt seem to work, well methinks its time to start making an exit plan...like someone mentioned in the comments to your last post.

Stay strong. I dnt kno how u're doing it, but I suspect God is keeping you. Take good care of yourself sister :o)

shhhh said...

i like this, poetic, rthymic, from the soul and heart.you will be fine. marriage IS NEVER EASY REMEMBER!

Zena said...

this was very nice, and it had some truth to it, but reading the previous post, I'm guessing there's more to it than this.

You write well

Flourishing Florida said...

is this true life story?

rethots said...

...not to worry, there's alway light at the end of the tunnel.
Be hopeful, He never leaves us without His covering.